ESP 103 Mid-Term Reflection

Unlearning perfectionism to embrace creative ambiguity.

The rubric asked for divergent ideas, but the real work was learning to silence my own editing reflex before the work even began.

8 Weeks

of mindset shifts

Many Pivots

in creative stance

100%

process over polish

Project 01 Reflection

Just Starting off

This assignment honestly was a little scary. As I sat down to review my classes and their syllabi, I noticed this assignment. I hadn't read Professor Eyman's syllabus yet, so of course I was scared shitless. But because I realized he must have explained it somewhere, I dove right into the course guide. I wanted to anyway before class even started, but this also gave me another reason to do so. However, I didn't expect the assignment to lack instructions. I had never experienced anything like this. I was very used to being told what to do and how to do it. This was the start of the realization that this class would be different than anything I had ever done before. I like what I submitted for this project; however, I wish I had gone more in-depth with an extra document or something to explain the project more. This helped me start off well in the class, though.

Project 02 Reflection

Dipping the Toes in Further

When I was assigned this project, I instantly knew who I was going to do it with. My dad has been a great influence on me my whole life. His work ethic throughout his entire life is truly inspiring. Through our interview, I learned a lot that I applied in other projects. I wasn't sure how to present the information in a strong storytelling way. Since much of what I learned was how he applies certain skills to his job, I created a sort of playbook. I really liked the format I used. The colors also matched his job; since he works at FedEx, I used the same colors. Overall, I really liked this project.

Project 03 Reflection

Submerging My Calf Halfway

For this project, it took me a bit to figure out what I wanted to question about learning. Because I wanted it to relate to something I was interested in at college. I decided to learn more about being a student in Luxembourg. I didn't know much about what a regular student does. I thoroughly enjoyed doing this. It further excited me about my plans to do this next year. I also really liked the medium that I used because I have never done anything like this before. I thought it would be the perfect medium for the information I learned.

Project 04 Reflection

Reaching the Thigh

I had no idea what to expect for this assignment, knowing who Eyman was at this point. I knew it would be crazy. I had fun doing it. Talking about this assignment with friends was hard sometimes because it wasn't easy to explain. Many of them did not get why I was even doing it, though. If I am being honest, I didn't know either, but I kind of just went with the flow when it came to doing each activity. Even though it was hard to bring myself out of my comfort zone, I had fun experimenting with everything.

Project 05 Reflection

The Water Reaching My Waist

This assignment was also new to me. I had no idea what a Rube Goldberg was. Also, I wasn't that close with my FYIC group yet. We hadn't spent much time together. As well, I felt as though my members and I were kind of rushed due to time constraints. It was very hard to find a time that worked for us. We also struggled a bit to come up with new ideas to try. Ultimately, we came up with a pretty good idea; however, I think we didn't seem proud/excited because we were worried about time.

Project 06 Reflection

The Treading Has Begun

For this project, I had to think of a failure I had. I really pushed myself, but the failure that continuously came to mind was the one I had with a previous friend. This project really got me thinking about my life and very much was something that took up a lot of my mind. I believe doing this project, and the whole process, gave me some relief through it all. I am happy with the submission medium I used as well. I think it told the story I wanted it to tell.

Project 07 Reflection

Full Submerged

Finally, for this project, I also had no idea what to expect. Still, with this one, I felt much more experienced in coming up with ways to do the activities. I felt like I had a whole lot more experience doing this, weirdly enough. Even though, because of some illness, I wasn't able to do my best, I still think I created something I'm proud of. I experimented on the days I was not as able to do it in a different way that still made them fun. I also enjoyed spending time with my family. Overall, I value the experience.

My Realization

Process will always outweigh polished perfection in real creative friction.

Embracing messy iterations at the Farmer School of Business changed how I evaluate every single prompt.

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